Monday, November 16, 2015

1:1 Styled Workshop with Jordan Brittley Photography


Guys! I am so excited to share these images. I have to say that these are some of my favorite photos I have ever shot. 

I had fawned over images produced by Jordan Brittley Photography for a couple of months; I discovered her after I had gotten engaged and was well-into my season of wedding planning. Her images are dreamy, light, and just have a pure essence of beauty. So naturally, I booked my bridal session with her a few months before my wedding! During the session, I was taken by Jordan's kind, young spirit. She was truly excited and completely loved what she was doing. In my five years of assisting local photographers, I had never watched a professional photographer shoot film before. I noticed how she put thought into each shot, taking her time and working at an easy pace. It was actually relaxing, and she made me feel very special. It wasn't just another session, but a sweet memory.

When I saw the images she produced, I couldn't believe the art she had created. The colors, the texture and softness--I wanted to know how she developed her style. I was inspired and wanted to learn how I could incorporate this style into my own work. 

I began reading the business and photography resources that Jordan provides on her blog; her blog posts range from how to capture that perfect shot to how to book a wedding. I began to look at my own business, and realized that I would love to see my photography take on a milestone of growth in 2016. I began practicing shooting in film after the wedding craziness calmed down, in August, and oh man... I fell in love. There's just something about creating with beautiful light, sweet people, and thoughtful details.
I had talked to Jordan a bit about how much I wanted to learn to shoot in the film style, so of course when she informed me that she was going to start doing workshops, I said I was in!  


We did a 1:1 workshop, talking about our businesses (and eating chocolate chip cookies Jordan baked) and also went through a Q & A session, discussing everything from branding to off-camera lighting to working with clients! Afterwards, Jordan did some head shots of me, which I cannot wait to see and share. In the late afternoon, Jordan planned our styled session with our models around a six-month anniversary theme. It was doused in fall glamour, total sweetness, and an organic bouquet of passionate colors. Oh, and a dog with a floral leash! We had such a great time switching off shooting and styling and I learned so much--and had a blast shooting these images! 
We finished off the evening with dinner (a delicious, local Chinese buffet--this is my kind of girl!), went over culling and editing techniques, as well as blogging motivation tips (which I badly needed) and processes.

And what you see below is just the beginning of what this workshop is bringing to my business! There is exciting news and updates to come!

A big thanks to all of the amazing vendors, who are all listed at the end of the post, who made this shoot beautiful! And of course to Jordan Brittley Photography! If you're looking for a great, local 1:1 workshop, check her out!


Take some time to enjoy this sweet couple. These photos were taken for their six month wedding anniversary, and everything about the details adds the perfect sentimental touch. The passionate red and pink hues mixed with the soft rose ribbon and organic floral design gets a girl's heart thumping. If you're looking for some inspiration for your next fall-themed shoot, drizzle some of this goodness on top!

























Photography – Jordan Brittley
Designer – Laura Hankins
Floral Design – Charity of He Loves Me Flowers
Personal Stylist – Larissa of Dress Fresh
Hair – Brianne of Diamond’s and Do’s

Makeup – Nikki Smith
Cake – Tanya of Style By the Slice

Sunday, September 6, 2015

How Photography Has Humbled Me

A few days ago I got back three rolls of film from a photoshoot I did just for fun with a friend. This was only my second time shooting film. For a long time, like months and months, I have put off trying to learn to shoot film. I have made plenty of excuses about being too busy or how I need to wait until I'm experienced. Getting them back, I'm so glad I finally took the plunge and just started shooting.


In all honesty, lately (like--the past two years cumulatively) photography has humbled me. God has used it to change me, use me, and teach me. What I thought was just my job/hobby has become something of God's handiwork in my life. Here's how it's affected me. 

1.    It has made me realize that success is a balance of God-given talent and hard work.

I heard a friend say the other day that you can’t just say to God, “Ok God, I’m all yours… Now make it all happen!” You have work to do in your own life just as much as God does sometimes. Success doesn’t happen just because you’re talented. It happens when you mix that talent with hard work—hard work that is consistent and authentic. Pursuing photography has made me realize that either use my talent for my own fun and to share with family and friends, or I can put in hard, consistent work and grow.



2.    Photography has humbled me by making me realize that I have to make mistakes, look stupid, and experiment openly to grow.

     My dream is to always produce something that is perfectly beautiful, 100% on spot in technique, and at the same time, completely unique and totally new. My dream is far-fetched… Especially when I put this dream on myself after not shooting for about 6-8 months. So, I’m learning to embrace the not-always-so-fun feeling of putting myself out there consistently, making new things that might totally look stupid or out of style (because that’s the only way to learn your style).

3.    Photography has humbled me by teaching me that sometimes I will fail—but that doesn’t mean I’m a failure.

I’ve had so many blows to my photographer-ego the past few years that I’ve contemplating giving it up even as a hobby. So just recently, I decided to go back to my roots and to do what I used to do: shoot what I want, and shoot for fun. And from that, I’ve realized that I still love shooting. I love learning. I love working with people. My failures as a photographer do not make me a failure, necessarily. It just seasons me and teaches me what not to do next time.



4.    Photography has humbled me because it’s made me realize how little I actually trust God.

I should trust God with my photography work. Sometimes that’s hard because I feel like since I’m the one running the business, it’s my burden to carry. I should get to call the shots. But I’ve discovered that when I let God be the one in control, much better things than what I could have done on my own happen.

5.    Photography has humbled me because I realize now how lucky I am to get to pursue this career.
Photography is a popular hobby. There are a lot of professional photographers out there. To even get to PURSUE this as a career OR a hobby at this level is a total gift. I’m so thankful I even get to have fun with this kind of stuff and to capture special moments.


Yes, God has used photography as a tool to humble me more than I ever thought possible. And I’m so glad he has, and I hope that he’ll continue as I keep trekking on this journey.



Wednesday, September 2, 2015

10 Things I Learned While On the Daniel Fast

As of today, we ended the Daniel Fast.

The Daniel Fast is a 21-day fast that excludes foods declared "unclean" by God in the Law of Moses. Basically, it means that you abstain from eating all forms of meats, sugar, dairy, and bread and only consume vegetables, fruits, whole grains, and legumes. It's what you would call a "partial fast" because only some foods and not all foods are restricted.

It sounds easy enough. When I heard of the Daniel Fast, I even thought it sounded trendy, like one of those paleo diets or like three weeks of clean eating that gives you shinier hair and more energy.

But it's actually a whole lot more than that. 

I've learned over the past 21 days. Not just about my body, but more about my soul and mind, which is what the Daniel Fast is meant to do. So, here are 10 things that I learned while on the Daniel Fast.


1. The Daniel Fast is not a "diet." It is a CHOICE.

Or at least, it shouldn't be. (Refer to item number two). Fasting means that you are withholding yourself from something that you usually have. By doing this, not only are you exercising your skills of self-discipline, but it makes you more conscious and aware of your body and even spirit. The Daniel Fast is a choice. You can either choose to focus on what you aren't eating, how hungry you are, what you're being deprived of--or, you can focus on the spiritual and seek to experience the Lord in a deeper way and depend on him.

2. If you only take part in the physical side of the fast (the actual fasting of certain foods) and ignore the spiritual side (praying, seeking God for strength, reading scripture, meditating), you will not get much out of this experience and it actually will become just a diet that isn't very fun.

I actually enjoy the occasional diet; I've tried clean eating, going raw for a few days, juicing, and paleo cleanses. But as the fast went on, I really started to resent that we were going through it. It began to feel obligatory, as opposed to before I started I felt excited and expectant as to what God would do in my life through it. Looking back, I know that this is because I stopped looking at the fast as a spiritual offering to God and got too logical about it. It became about meal plans and grocery shopping (so much grocery shopping) and whether or not I was "doing it right." That's not what God cared about. That will never be what he cares about. It's very simple; He just wanted me. He just wants us. He didn't care if I made all of the recipes in the Daniel Fast cookbook. He just cared whether I spend time with Him, asked him for strength, humbled myself, prayed, or got into the Word. Without the spiritual growth aspect of fasting, honestly, it's not fun nor rewarding. It's nothing special. It's just a diet.

3. Fasting is entering into a period of extended prayer and so that you can draw nearer to God. 

This is something that I knew from doing other fasts, but I had never done a fast before that lasted this long. Having this extended period of time to fast, I learned in a deeper way why they say a fast draws you near to God. Not having food, though I don't know how to explain completely how, allows one to become more focused and single-minded. Maybe it's because you're not distracted by your cravings or fleshly desires as much, but what I know is that it makes things, in a way, more simplified and easy to reach out to God and stay near to him.

4. Fasting humbles us before God, and allows us to receive favor on our lives. 

This fast allowed me to reflect on myself and what I idolize and put before God. It's important to me to have it all together and life fully 100% of the time. But during this fast, there were nights when I just DID NOT want to go to the store AGAIN and make some kind of vegetable soup or potato dish or bean cake AGAIN. I didn't want to chop more vegetables or spend an hour making something. I would complain about how much easier it is to just grab some frozen goods out of the freezer on busy nights when I can't cook. There were nights where I didn't even make dinner and just let my husband eat out the jar of salsa (sorry, honey). All of this led me to a place where I NEEDED God. Hungry, tired, and especially tired of trying to make new meals of substance out of the same vegetables, I found myself humbled by God. He spoke to my heart on being a good wife, daughter, encourager and even student by putting forward my best even when my resources are limited and my emotions are low. When I didn't have strength, he gave it to me. I learned SO MUCH about my weaknesses, and how they are what gives me my strength, because without them, I wouldn't need God. (BUT I DO.) Fasting says, "I'm getting out of the way so that God can work. I'm going to put my humanness second and Him first." This, I believe, pleases God and gives him room to allow the Spirit to move in us and thus, bless us!

5. We give our bodies more control over our lives than we think.

I have never craved a donut so badly as I did on the fast. I had no idea my body could irk me with thoughts of glaze falling over fried dough on a daily basis for weeks. We cater to our bodies, which isn't always a bad thing, but couldn't it be if our bodies are put on a higher pedestal than our relationship with Christ?
Not to be even better fasters, but just because we didn't actually NEED anything. We were able to truly hear our bodies, know that we weren't actually hungry, and be content.

6. Time changes things; staying dedicated and focused in a single mindset can make amazing things happen. 

This fast wouldn't be bad for a week. 21 days... That's different. That's almost a month. It's also the amount of days that many say it takes to form a habit. There were many times when I thought to myself, "C'mon, Daniel. Twenty-one days? You couldn't have underachieved and done like, ten days or something?" But there is something about sticking at something challenging like this for a longer period of time that really changes things. And then, add prayer and fasting to that kind of dedication, and I believe that's when miracles could happen. It's like creating a big space of fertile ground in your life for God to work. It's awesome!

7. There are so many things you can make with beans.

Too many things, actually. Bean patties, bean cakes, bean chili, bean soup, bean everything. Beans are definitely on the list of things that we do not want to eat for the next like, six-to-twelve months.

8. Fasting to gain God's favor is an act of holiness and humility; not a challenge that wins us a prize. 

In these last few days of the fast, I've been praying even more about God's favor on my life and what he wants me to gain from what we just went through. It should be enough that I feel closer to God than I have in a long time, but I have found myself almost feeling like this fast was a quarter put into God's vending machine of blessings, and that my blessing-prize should be tumbling out into my hands any day now. I've decided I don't like this way of thinking about it. Instead, I'm happy with the growth God has given me. Am I still praying that he leads me to new insight, answers, and blessings? Of course. And I will continue to. But I've learned that God is my Father, not my vending machine or nutritional coach who gives me gold star at the end of this because I abstained from pizza.

9. Fasting and prayer truly does CHANGE things.

Referring a bit to what I wrote above, I think our first impression of fasting is like, "okay. Let me get this straight... I don't eat and then magically good stuff starts happening?" It sounds almost like an experiment, or a fashion website that has clothes so cheap that you know it has to be a gimmick. But it's not. And the only way my human brain knows how to semi-explain it at this point is that it's supernatural. It's something that we do in the physical life that impacts our spiritual life and changes our emotional life as well, and then can even come back around to change our physical life/situations for the better. My head has been clearer, I've been able to focus better on what God is calling me to do, I have been more confident and aware of things, I feel like my relationships have deepened and my fear of the future has lessened. I naturally have been drawn to the Word more and have daily received insight from God about my life and ministry. And I truly do because that this fast jumpstarted all of this.

10. The Lord allowed pizza to be invented so that one could properly celebrate the conclusion of a fast.

I'm not going to lie; I'm excited to conclude this fast. But it's not just because now I can eat donuts (but you best believe I AM GOING TO). It's more because I feel like God and I have a new memory together now. It's something that we did together, something that brought us closer together, and we have even more to look forward to! If you look in the scriptures, it wasn't until a few days until after his fast that Daniel's prayers were answered. This could just be the beginning.


If you have never participated in a fast, I highly suggest it, especially if you are wanting to reshape your life with Christ or grow spiritually! To learn more about the Daniel Fast, click here. 

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

The Secret Place

Those who live in the shelter of the Most High will find rest in the shadow of the Almighty. This I declare about the LORD: He alone is my refuge, my place of safety; he is my God, and I trust him. For he will rescue you from every trap and protect you from deadly disease. He will cover you with his feathers. He will shelter you with his wings. His faithful promises are your armor and protection.  
-Psalm 91:1-5
This Psalm was read at my Great-Grandfather’s funeral. At the time, when it was read, I didn’t like it – it just didn’t resonate with me, or maybe I was too upset to really take notice of it. But as I read it tonight, I began to understand why people in my family like it. My favorite idea of the passage is “the Secret Place.” The vision of God’s wings shadowing over someone, bringing them shelter and peace and protection…

Mondays are my biggest days. I usually put my creating choregraphy job that I have to have done by 4 o'clock every Monday until about 3 hours before I leave for work, and on top of that I’m helping my homeschool family clean and cook and learn and I'm making sure my dog doesn’t run over into the neighbor’s yard/bark too much and I try get some workout time in and if I’m feeling ambitious I even do my Photoshop homework… Anyways, it’s insane. But, always always before I head to work, I lay in bed for 10 minutes so I can just calm down before going into the fray of little girls and echappes. Today while I was lying down, I picked up my copy of Streams in the Desert by L.B. Cowman and read today's devotion.
It was about “The Secret Place” – the place that where you can come so close to God in prayer and spirit that you know it’s just you and Him. No distractions or anything. This was the leading verse: “He took Peter, John and James with him and went up onto a mountain to pray. As he was praying, the appearance of his face changed, and his clothes became as beight as a flash of lightning… Peter and his companions…saw his glory.” - Luke 9:28-29, 32. Earlier last week, I read a verse similar to this in Exodus (I think); it was the verse that talks about how radiantly Moses’s face shone when he came down from Sinai because he had been in such close contact with God – it literally blinded people. It just got me thinking about prayer and God’s presence and how it affects us. When we draw near to God, he draws near to us, and his light consumes us, and then we shine radiantly…it’s just mind-blowing, you know? One of my favorite lines from the devotion was:
“Who of us in certain moments of meditation and prayer have not caught a glimpse of the heavenly gates? Who has not in the secret place of holy communion felt a surging wave of emotion – a taste of the blessed joy yet to come?”
I don’t view prayer the way I know I should. I have access my Creator every moment of every day, and yet I consider a morning and late night prayer “enough.” Why do I settle for that when I could find my soul in the quiet Secret Place where God will tell me the unknown things and show me what I can’t see?
I know for some people (sometimes me), it feels like every day is one of my Mondays. It doesn’t seem logical to think that you could fit in closing your bedroom door to pray for half an hour when you have so much to do in one day. But I know I have to commit myself more to finding the Secret Place. Martin Luther had the “upper room”, I just need to find my place and time of quiet I guess. Even on Mondays. :]
For he will conceal me there when troubles come; he will hide me in his sanctuary. He will place me out of reach on a high rock.
-Psalm 27:5